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What do I deserve!


What did I deserve after all the hard work I had done?
What do I deserve after all the hard work I have done?
What will I deserve after all the hard work I will have done by the time of my death?
I was talking about all the hard work; but, for whom, for what purpose? What was the nature of that hard work? If my hard work causes or does harm to other living beings? What should I deserve?
I am asking myself!
I need to question myself.

Money? No! Fame? No! Peace? Yes!


We can cut one piece of mind into two pieces. Yes, I am talking about separation of our mind. Sometimes we use another word, compartmentalization.

In separate compartment our mind, we can keep separate tasks to be finished later.

Why do we think of different tasks to do? Why do we distinguish between them? Because dividing a big task into small tasks makes the workload less daunting, difficult.

Finishing one task successfully gives us money. Finishing another job successfully makes us famous. And we are happy.

But what about peace?

Happiness is not all about peace. What about unsuccessful jobs, think about it! Happiness turn from a good state to bad state. It changes our mental state, at the same time.

Peace is constant. A final rule that governs our mind. Life.

Money does not matter. Fame does not matter. They do not come here to stay!

Peace matters. Why? Because it stays with us.

Think about Peace.

Why Plato Still Matters




Yes, the Greek philosopher and thinker, Plato still matters.
Because we, the people want to achieve fulfillment through our life. And Plato helps us to achieve that goal. How our lives become more fulfilled? How we could achieve peace and happiness?
Plato thought about it much earlier, more than two thousand years ago.
He told us to “Think more.”
When we ‘think more’, we can find the more logical path to attain fulfillment.
Only thinking more helps us to find out that the person we love, is actually admirable; because of this admiration, we fall in love.
So, Plato told us ‘let your lover change you’.
Yes, the person we admire most, love madly, must have something that we can learn and take into our heart to become more wise about life. May be he or she is more honest than you, maybe he or she has more guts than you, more courageous than you.
You need to learn many things from your lover.
So, let your lover change you.
Plato thought about beauty not as an object of lust, but he said, any beautiful thing is actually has many qualities in it that we don’t have. So, try to read that secret message that a beautiful thing is whispering.
Plato also felt the urge to educate people first and then only let them allow to vote.
We know how relevant is that now!

Resolution, mood swing and a few other factors

Resolution, mood swing and a few other factors

So, I just passed the first day of the new year, the new decade.

There are already arguments over whether the 2020 is a new decade or not! People always love debates. Better, take whatever you make out of it! Does the previous sentence make any sense? No? Forget it! Life is full of absurdity, abstractions, so being forgetful is not such a shame that you would repent for ever.

While I was writing this, somebody shouted in the distance. He was doing his job, and I was doing mine, although we were connected through sound waves. That is life. Absurd life.

I was thinking about 2010. Yes, 10 years back. This is one advantage of life – you can always look back. You will say, why, I can look forward also! Really? Are you talking about the resolutions you have made recently on the eve of the new year?

Well, I cannot really look much forward. There is one reason. Man proposes and God disposes. We are told that man is endowed with reason and capable of distinguishing good from evil, right from wrong. You must place reason over your impulse. Think before doing anything. It’s OK with me. However, I always feel there is some designs for everyone. We need to understand that designs first, after that, we need to make it better and better and better.

Then, only after then, you may have a slight chance to plan anything before and follow your own designs without any expectations.

Does resolution have any place in this absurd world?

In 2010, I had never imagined about the last day that I just passed – 1st January, 2020.

Now every day, I will try to make the designs, made for me, better and better and better by working stones into tools! Without any expectations, of course. I only hope those tools will help others.

What can I do? Neither a pessimist, nor an optimist, I only know that there is always right or wrong. The decision is yours.

Work hard, without any expectation.

What is your design and how can you change your destiny

What is your design and how can you change your destiny

An idea wakes me out of sloth. Did my creator design a blueprint before I was born? Did I owe my birth to the design that guided me through the turmoil of war and peace?
This design is not a fixed one. We are not supposed to follow it as it is.
On the contrary, we can change it. You would bring peace to your life as soon as you could get your violent nature changed! You would bring harmony to your life as soon as you could get your greediness changed. (However, I support the greediness of knowledge! :))
Having an inordinate appetite for materials that you don’t need, only makes things bad. For you. For everybody around you.
A design of life implements the design of destiny; but it is at your hands to change it.
Change the sad song to a happy one. Enjoy it!

Peace or desire, the decision is yours

Peace or desire, the decision is yours

Peace and desire, both are endless.
But you cannot fulfill your desire. It is like a bucket that has a hole.
While getting a bodily pleasure, your brain never stops. After some time, your brain wants more variety. And after that, it wants again. This wanton never stops.
Peace has no connection with bad consequences. A desire always does. Anxiety, tension, a fear of getting caught always chase you like a demon.
A physical thrill and psychological kick end in mess. Like a vicious cycle, like an octopus, the endless desire embraces you. Not the embrace of love; it gives you sleepless nights-one after another.
However, is desire always bad?